Awomanwitharealsoul

I'm a woman
But honsetly I dont have a man
So what am i doing wrong?
Am I being to eager?
I mean im not perfect at all.
I have flaws just like the next girl.
But I try my best to stay on my grown woman
So what is a nice guys really looking for?
Long hair, big ass, and a brain full of shit?
I take pride in being intellectuall and go against what soicety feels is how i should act or look
Im not really a people pleaser so i guess that leaves much room for me to please myself
Its been a long road whith me and relationships and I have learned that its almost impossible to love someone else more than I love myself.
Cause Ive tried and its a quick way to kill your soul
I loved him so much i forgot what it was like to love myself
I didnt know my ass from a hole in the wall (lol)
Like i was really losing myself and only gaining him
This all ended in him leaving me
But i realized without him I was still here
Yea i felt empty inside but i soon was able to mend my broken heart and move the fuck on....well almost (lol im working on it)
But anyway
If i was giving him my all then why did he leave me?
I guess the problem was him not me right?
So should I give my all next time?
I mean whats the point of truly falling in love for someone and you cant give your all?
Im a person who puts 100% into everything
So why cant guys do the same?
Guys only want all the benifts and put in no work
Us women do all the caring, cooking, sexing, put up with the bs, want to but know damn well we can trust him, guys always wanna have their cake and eat it too! Im not male bashing just tired of the same old same old.
Who will break the mold and set a new path for males to follow?
Damn
Woman do a lot but we cant teach you guys how to be men
All woman want is a little bit of respect
Maybe some sweet words
Love
Just love us